Real Story

Here's the real story. Actually my sayang came back here. Can you believe it? After 3 years having a cyber relationship with him, finally he's here. I am so happy. He's back on 5th December. I even dragged Atoy to accompany me to KLIA to meet him. Although his father was there. Well Pakcik, I missed your son so much! Haha!

He supposed to be here until 23rd January. But due to Visa problem, he might need to extend his stay. I feel sad and worried too. Because he's not happy here. Even I cannot stop him from going back to London. Yeah... I know I'm not a strong reason yet for him to stay. We have our good time together. I'm not ready to tell it yet.

By the way, we went to see Anugerah Juara Lagu last night. Thanks to Atoy for giving me tickets. Atoy was one of the percussionist for Aiman's song. They didnt win but I know Atoy enjoy what he did through the performance.

Feel so sleepy now. Goodnite!

Goodbye Darling

I sent him to LRT station at 10.30. Both of us not waving. After looking at his back, walking to the station, I wave to him silently. I know I will cry while driving back home. It is like a farewell routine for me.

But somehow I managed to control the tears. It's quite a wonder to myself why I'm holding the tears. It's not like anyone can see me crying like a little girl. Well, maybe the tears want to wait until I get home.

Still, when I at home, I'm not crying. I watched TV. Something that I rarely do this last few days ( Mana taknya, asyik keluar berjalan je). I told myself, maybe turning 29 make me feel more matured. No more crying over little things.

But I am so wrong. Once I steppped into bedroom and see the stuff he left, I cried. I cried like there's no tomorrow. I realized how sad I am to went back home with nobody inside. Just me and myself. I even hear my own voice which is actually in my head. Or my heart.

I'm so alone.

Bertemu Dan Berpisah

Setiap pertemuan pasti ada perpisahan. Harapnya perpisahan kali ini, tidaklah terlalu lama. Tanggal 5 Disember 2008 pasti terpahat dalam ingatan.

Walau airmata tak terlihat menggenangi pipi ini. Tetapi sebenarnya ia mengalir laju di dalam hati. InsyaAllah, kau dan aku akan bertemu lagi, mengikat kasih sejati. Selamat jalan, Sayang.

Ugly Me

VS





Last 2 days, after new year celebration, I'm watching tv. There's a movie that I can't remember the title. It was Jet Li's movie. I watched it till the end. Then, after that, I continue to watch Shanghai Knight, Jackie Chan movie on tv3.

Last night, there's a movie title Stormrider starred by Cheng E-Kin and Aaron Kwok. The movie was great but I only watched it half way.

Conslusion, Misa likes old ugly men like Jet Li and Jackie Chan rather than cute handsome comic face hero like Cheng E-Kin and Aaron Kwok.

Reminder of the day : Next time buying Mamee, please buy the pink one, not the green.

Happy New Year

1 day almost be over. Anything new?

I lost spirit to make any resolutions this year.
Because past year resolution still not accomplished yet.
So this year resolution should be, to ensure last year resolution accomplished. Aci tak??
Or should I make reSOULution instead?