Bad Mood Sangat2

Well, my first entry for this blog is not a good start. I am in a very bad mood. Instead of 2 person per shift, I worked alone last night. My supposed-to-be shift partner took an MC and nobody available to standby for him. This is the first time in our team history, only one person managing the whole queue.

I sat at my place for the whole 12 hours. Not even got a chance to eat at the pantry or performed my prayers. I know some people might say why not I just leave my work for a while. I know my job is not my God. But I do not have any options. Those tickets come without warning and must owned in 15 minutes.

Another hour before the shift ends, I felt a bit dizzy due to lack of sleep. At 8.30, day shifter person arrived and I have to wait until she finished log in all the applications before I can go back home. Once she's done, I brought along my last night McD's coke and paper cup that still have half left nescafe in it.

I went straight to the toilet and throw the coke and the paper cup into the bin which is inside the toilet. Then I did my business in the loo. Suddenly I heard someone entered the toilet. Then I heard this person yelling, " Hei, lain kali nak buang air dalam tong sampah ni buang la air dulu dalam sinki. "

So, I know that is makcik cleaner. I admit my mistake and actually that is the first time I did that. I'm so tired to do anything even to think that's why I just dumped those things in the bin. I want to say sorry but then I heard she's complaining, " Macam ni ler jadi kalau dah biasa buat benda-benda macam ni."

And that's really make me snapped. What comes from me is, " Dah jadi cleaner tu cuci je la. Dah tu tong sampah, sukati lah orang nak buang apa pun." Tapi dalam hati je la. Hihi.

Conclusion is, tiring feeling can make u less sane. To makcik cleaner, sorry to troubles you and I promise not to do the same mistake again.

On the way back to my home, I have to follow behind the dumpster truck. Maybe that is my kifarah. Muahahaha.